Amazing Love
Some days hurt worse
than others
when the failure is real
and regret haunts me
And I cry a little
for things that might have been
and for a future that isn't mine
how i wish things could be different
if i had one chance to do it again
just one tiny chance
things would not be as they now are
i would not hurt, i would have no pain
but i cannot change anything
i clench the pain in my fist
never, ever to let go
but Someone takes my hand
gently pries open my fingers.
He takes my pain
how dare He??
It's mine, I won't give it up!
But no, the One who loves
takes the pain
out of my hand and out of my heart
and as I stand,
speechless and motionless
He reaches for my hand again
my palms are open, empty
He touches my hands
and fills me with Love
Amazing Love
And I cry again
not for what might have been
not tears of regret or sadness
but tears of joy and love
for I have been touched by
Amazing Love
(written after a super tough week)